This Time

Four years ago this day March 6th

I wanted to die—wished I’d never been born

All threads were crossed

All “I’s” were dotted

With a longing for my own death

Today He holds me in His arms

And

He changes me

He rescues me from the edge of the abyss He delivers me from my enemies

He heals my dis-ease

Into tomorrow

When the dawn of my death arrives it is Holy Mary greeting me

Mine will be a Holy death since I am in Him and He in me

I believe Christ is G-d and man the deepest folds of my life hold to Him fast

None may take this away from me He has sealed it by His Holy Spirit

In the presence of the company of the Holy Family with all Angels and Saints

There is my communion

This time I celebrate my life, with Holy Mary Mother of G-d and my Father in Heaven

This time my heart is changed from desolation to consolation

This time is the precious time for Family and friends

Everyday I live in Him and He in me

I offer the beginning middle and end—all and everything to Him